Home without the Heart

Julia Kate was born at 8:06 EST on May 16th, 2006. I'm home now, without her. Going home without your newborn is incredibly, incredibly difficult, and it didn't hit us until the front door closed behind us, the exact same as it did when we left Monday night. We're here only for a brief time - we packed for a three day hospital excursion, not the ten they've told us the complications will require. I can't type much more now - the ZOMG! post I planned to write just isn't in me at the moment, and every moment at this keyboard is a minute away from her.