Japanese Suicide

The BBC article Japan's internet 'suicide clubs' reminds me of LAST NIGHT and SUICIDE CLUB, both movies you've probably never heard of, but should see at least once.

EDIT [2012-04-02]: For commenters using this film-related post for something it's not, note that I wipe all comments on a regular basis. I don't really want this crap clogging mah pipes.

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I want help beings short in a cock and balls to die

I want help beings short in a cock and balls to die

You will bleed and be deformed. Pee through a catheter or worse. Sexless.

you have a short cock? too bad for you.

Shoot

Hi. Paul male/24/London UK.
Wanting suicide partner ready for any time next month (may). Have to be based in the South east UK and don't care if it is a male or female

I have a method of going down to the beach at night and using sleeping tablets and alcohol lie down in the waves and drown a peaceful death

Other ideas ok

Email on pauljones790@gmail.com
Many thanks

I like your plan Paul and I am in the UK as well, but I suggest you give yourself time until your 30th birthday.

I have given it all now. Just want to leave this world now and die. For me age doesn't matter

I just want a partner for a pact who I'd based I'm London or the South east of England

Hey,
I am in North East. I get the same feeling very often since I was a teenager. I think I've research all possible methods. It seems that it is difficult to find a partner because people are scared and also becuse the other person may change mind in the last moment..I hope one day soon we will not have to hide and will be able to leave in painless way at the moment of our choice

23 male UK, looking for someone with a car and a garage and a desire to drift off peacefully with me. asleep@mailinator.com

I am a 20 year old female living in the UK. Please email me if you would like to make a suicide pact with me: deroh001@medway.org.uk
Scar x

Nina what is the reason you can't travel ? Is it monetary or is it because you're unable to take time off from a job?

21 female in arkansas looking for partner, prefer male. let me know at rakkaus007@yahoo.com

Green gooseman I don't appreciate the mockery. I've narrowed it down to two options: partial suspension hanging or nitrogen gas. Hanging appears easier but nitrogen seems faster and more peaceful.

Looking for a partner,London based,prefably the charcole method,email me if anyone is interested
cantgoonnomore@hotmail.co.uk,thanks.

I am also in London, pls contact wegvomweg@gmail.com

I am also in London, pls contact wegvomweg@gmail.com

26 year old female in SWFL seeking suicide partner or suicide club, would prefer a method that keeps internal organs intact, seeing as I am a organ donor, O+ blood type.
Will accept being shot to death during sleep in the brain as well, time frame of 1 to 3 months, please contact me with an alias, I dont need to know your real name while planning taking place, only when things are ready.

Email Elleyisnami@yahoo.com

Ghost rider, are you still around, and if so could I email you?
U? I'm planning on doing h2s as well, and have some questions.

Or you could email me at nina.sine@yahoo.com. thanks

im still around just about i feel like the walking dead i had done some research and came across this site and it answered all my questions http://www.colofirechiefs.org/ffsafety/ChemicalSuicide0210.pdf

Thanks, ghost rider. I was also wondering how many quantities you are using of each chemical. I have 2 quarts, approx. 2,000ml of each, which I had read was quite sufficient, but the pictures showed much higher amounts (though one did say it was more than enough to get the job done). I am hoping I don't have to get more for dire financial reasons. Anyway I have read contradictory information on the amounts so I was wondering what you chose or what you think is sufficient. Thanks again.

im using 1 quart of hi-yields sulfur spray and 1 quart of hydrochloric acid from what i can make out of the picture looks like only one bottle of bondie has been opened and it says you only need 120ml of each liquid to produce 700/1000 ppm im just trying to get some prescription sleeping tablets someone posted a link on this site with some videos on what to expect this is it
http://www.56.com/h14/u_motokaken.html notice the person coughing because of the fumes thats why im trying to get sleeping tables

I am an 18 year old male who lives in California. I have desperately been looking for a fast painless and preferably pleasant way to kill myself for a long time now. The last thing I would want to be in is even more pain after a pitiful worthless existence full of misery and suffering. I don't have access to guns but I would be too scared to shoot myself even if I did have one. I tried overdosing on pills a while back but it just made me throw up and go to the hospital. I'm scared of heights, so jumping off a bridge or tall building is out of the option too. I'm sick of people telling me not to do it but they just simply don't understand or even attempt to help me out if they actually cared so much. Seriously! I'm also tired of the assisted suicide laws in the US because I don't want to kill myself alone just in case I botch it and end up half brain dead or something. THAT WOULD BE HORRIBLE. I need someone to help me do it please, preferably someone female close to my age who can understand the pain I'm going through. I have researched many ways to do it and I think I finally found one that won't cause me any pain. My plan is kind of fuzzy at the moment, but it would involve pure nitrogen because I heard it's painless and even euphoric. Basically it's my only hope for killing myself right now. Please don't try talking me out of it or tell me I'm too young or something because I have thought it out rationally for many months now and it's my own decision that I'm sticking to.

Email Randoman@myself.com

I am a 37 year old female located in Maryland. Looking for a male or female partner in their 30's.
I have the means to travel to another state, as well as Canada and would prefer it that way. I have done much research on the helium bag method and that is my preferred way to go. I have all necessary supplies and can double up on supplies if need be. I have lived my entire life alone and don't want to die alone either. Only contact me if you are serious with your plans.
giggity515@gmail.com

Hey. Im going to use H2s to end my life in a few weeks have pure Sulphur and Iron filings. Does anyone know where I can buy muriatic acid no questions asked? I live in England and can' t find hcl strong enough in toilet cleaners. Can' t buy from main sites like Amazon or Ebay as already bought enough chemicals from them. Does anyone know about a site called reagent? Is it safe to purchase chemicals from there or will they report me? Thanks for any help/advice.

I am in LONDON and wish to exit ASAP. I dont want to do this on my own, pls contact wegvomweg@gmail.com

Anyone here from the netherlands?

We are in the market of Nembtual. More details contact me: william@fbchem.com

I'm a 39 y.o. male west coast relocating near Las Vegas soon looking for a female partner interested in a painless charcoal method. I'm interesting and well traveled. I like Japan. I'm smart and generally kind. I would like to plan a romantic travel holiday domestic or international and be a couple that happened to never return. Prefer someone that can have a conversation, can travel, is in average health, average to above average looks, average to slim body type, generally friendly. If you fit this description and deep in your heart you feel the world is a miserable place you want to leave email me. Seriously only.

konichiichi@yahoo.com

Good luck with that.

Hey all! I have a little website where you can get a little knowledge about what happens to you if you die: http://pastlives.se/ .I hope that you read it before you attempt something.It could change your mind.
Wayfinder

I'm a 21-year-old male looking for a female partner to commit suicide with. (serious replies only, thanks) I'm ready to die, already having a quick & painless method planned out, I just wouldn't want to do it all alone! If you are interested, please email me at ready2endmylife(at)mail(dot)com
...and I want to get it over with pretty soon!

Give your time to consider one more time. We live only once!

I don't live near a remote area where I can h2s without endangering others and much prefer the helium bag method anyway. If anyone else is keen on that method and lives in IL or can travel please contact me @ nina.sine@yahoo.com. There was a woman who posted above (LifeSucks515) who was serious and had all the supplies. Unfortunately, she left us before she and I could meet up. But let it be known that she was the most serious and committed person I've met on this site and from what I could tell, a good person. May she rest in peace.

How do you know that she died?

Right on.

or off

Wow, is there really a point to post on this site? I've been on this site since March and had no luck finding a partner. I've found a few but they weren't good matches. A lot of insane people on this website. I want to die with someone normal. I don't care about your age or looks. I don't see why people always ask for pictures and such. It just doesn't make any sense... also age doesn't matter. What matters is that you're sane and mature. I hate immature people and wouldn't want to die with someone who acts like a little kid. I'm frustrated with life but I still have the patience to die with someone. My suicide idea is to jump off a bridge and die in the waters. It will be a great experience.... I have been dreaming about this since I was in middle school. I've been suicidal since I was 10 years old. (off and on for years actually). I came VERY close to killing myself recently but I ended up in the psych ward for 10 days. It wasn't fun... It was boring and I was surrounded by crazy people 24/7 inside that hospital. We did nothing and the therapists barely talked to me. Wtf? That doesn't help at all plus I DIDN'T want help in the first place and I still don't. Did they think that locking me up in that place for 10 days will change my mind? All I did was think about suicide even more when I was in there and even tried to kill myself in there when no one was looking. But I didn't.... I wanted to wait till I got out that place. I want to die now ASAP. Things never get better for me and I don't think they ever will. Some events from my past still haunts me sometimes. It's so annoying. I'm a great person with a great heart but the world treats me awfully. I wish it doesn't have to be like this but I can't change the past and I can't change the way my mind works. I am just lonely and ready to die. Also it's hard living when I don't have any social skills at all and I always end up embarrassing myself somehow... uh which is awful lol. Well, I don't think I will leave my email address this time. Stupid ignorant people with no life at all always want to say something about me for no reason. I might not even look for a partner anymore..... what's the point of going on here when nobody is really serious? People flake all the time. Why do people always do that? I don't get it... you either want to die or you don't. Don't play games and say you want to die and back out the last minute. MAKE UP YOUR MIND. you either want suicide or you don't!! Haha.

I wouldn't flake. However, I don't share your passion for the bridge jumping.

hi, I 100% agree with you. Im just a 17 year old kid looking for a way out. Most people here are not serious, too demanding, or just effing crazy. fuck my life, I just wanna die. lol.

Still looking for a serious partner, I am male 53 years old and in Essex, email me at catchthebus888@hotmail.co.uk

Everyday I go on here hoping to find someone serious who lives in the US and can travel. Preferably someone 30+ to help ensure seriousness. If this sounds like you please email me at anndit@ymail.com. I have a few methods on hand but definitely need a partner.

Pathetic

You are unlikely to find a partner here either. The admin has killed the cache of 1000's of earlier posts to this page on Google so how do you expect new / future visitors to find it with no new traffic from the largest search engine?. Take a look at the dwindling posts, the lack of new members, the only thing which is dead around here is this page, hit your back button and seek your requirements elsewhere.

What about you?

Any UK looking for partners to CTB in the future? Not certain on methods - have found what seems a reliable site to order Neb. Failing that, open to trying Detergent or Helium methods. Can travel.

hi, i am in manchester itself... i have got kcn for myself, i have 2.5 gms of it... enough for us both.... but i dont know how long i would be holding onto....

I miss the old site, there's no one here.

Maybe you should have committed suicide while you had the chance then, instead of hanging around this site for ages and ages like most people.

I remember the old site, it was full of pretentious people who never seemed to do anything except rip each other apart, and not die.

26 year old female in SWFL seeking suicide partner or suicide club, would prefer a method that keeps internal organs intact, seeing as I am a organ donor, O+ blood type.
Will accept being shot to death during sleep in the brain as well, time frame of 1 to 3 months, please contact me with an alias, I dont need to know your real name while planning taking place, only when things are ready.

Email Elleyisnami@yahoo.com

sleep in the brain you say?

me to Will accept being shot to death

Yes, Japan's internet suicide clubs are an interesting phenomenon. I have never seen those movies, however..
Looking for locals.. NorCal only.. thinking by June 5th.. so you have to be pretty certain... and have exhausted all possibilities and opportunities in life. I am young, but I am ill. I would prefer a partner that is terminally ill or has "no hope" for a healthy, productive future. And one that is mentally sound, please. No clinical depressives. I am not depressed.. just a person who finds the physical and emotional pain I've been subjected to intolerable. I am a 22 year old female, but don't let my age fool you.. I have been through hell and back. My health is dwindling, and all my conditions have deformed me in multiple ways. Why am I putting this out there? Well, to weed out rapists/creeps.. I am disgusting to look at, so don't waste your time if you think you've found easy prey-- I am probably bigger than you! I recently gave it my all to make a better life for myself. Ended up being used and abused again. I tried, I gave up. It's either sink or swim at this point... Contact me if you are at least 75 percent certain you want to move on in the next month. I would say that's where I am at.. 75% certain that things will not improve (let's pretend something like this is calculable.) I say this, because I don't want to lead anyone on.. I am being truthful about how serious I am right now. Are you in physical and emotional pain? Leave your email.. and we will see if we are on the same page. I cannot travel far, but I have just enough money to assist in getting our goals met. Prefer exit bag, M -number 13-, even the "peaceful pill" if possible.. pretty much anything peaceful/pleasurable. I've been through enough pain and trauma.. so I do not want to die that way. No guns, jumping, bleeding to death.. etc.

Northcal f/22 seeks physically ill partner, any age (preferably older, though), any gender. No depressives or other mental disorders, however. We need to be on the same page.

22 year old female in Texas looking to go by firearm. You can come here or I can travel.

I prefer a partner that is willing to shoot me first. Email: lookingtogo42@hotmail.com

23 f Nor Cal seeking exit partner

thegirl.interrupted1989@gmail.com

serious people. no spammers, bots, weirdos, anything along those lines.

Where in Nor Cal are you located?

39 year old male looking for a female partner interested in a painless method. Located in the west coast (USA). Would like to make the scene look like a yuppie couple on vacation that happened to accidentally commit suicide. Would like to meet soon. Will travel. Serious and certain only. Email konichiichi@yahoo.com

Anyone want to jump off the Golden Gate Bridge with me? I've been searching for a partner since March..haven't gotten any luck. Let me know if you're interested, leave your e-mail. I am a 20 year old female from northern california.

Serious people,please contact me : spector_99@mail.ru

I prefer a partner that is willing to shoot me

toddsarm <toddsarm@AOL.COM

24 F glasgow .. Email me asap if interested xhubbabubbax@hotmail.co.uk

I'm looking for a partner in Ireland? Near Dublin if I'm that lucky. I can't travel abroad (don't have the money and still live with parents). Yes I am over 18. Please email fadingtoperfection@gmail.com ASAP. Thanks.

I want to die really bad. Anyone in California or willing to travel? Please let me know I'm really serious. Leave your email so I can contact you. I'm a nice person and young. 20 year old female. I don't see a point in life and also have bad luck with everything. I need my life to end asap. Want a partner.

This is for all my older disobeyers. For research's sake, I'm going to assume that many of here are like me, lifetime 'suicidals' (suicidals who have seriously considered and made plans to take their own lives for for a period of 5 years or more):

For those that are, weigh in. What are the pros/cons of waiting until you're at least 30 to commit suicide?

I can speak for myself only, obviously. I've been suicidal since my freshman year of college. After many doctors, drugs, and cognitive therapists--but worsening suicidal ideation, I knew by the time I hit my late 20's I would ultimately commit suicide. Life since then has only gotten worse. I followed others' advice, trying a myriad things to improve my life, but things have only consistently degraded. And I've come to despise myself more and more each year for the mounting failures. If I could change one thing in my life--other than NOT having been born, it would be to have successfully committed suicide on my first attempt in my early 30s. Now I'm just a pathetic middle age fop no one even tries to talk out of suicide. But I'm readying both my will and the financial logistics.

Male 24 UK. Ready to die. Looking for a suicide partner. Write a response including your choice of method

Hi. Paul from London 24 years old. Interested suicide partner. Ready to die

Preferred method would be strong Sleeping pills and vodka and drown on beach somewhere

If interested reply back

20 year old female in California should email me. Konichiichi@yahoo.com

39 year old male looking for a female partner for a painless method ie charcoal #1 in Japan. Prefer someone some what stable and average person that can travel with me. I want to make the scene a mystery. Serious only. Email konichiichi@yahoo.com

P.S. I'm on the west coast and can travel.

Wrote above a while back. Sorry to those who may have sent messages that couldn't be read due to my closing my e-mail. It was not because of a change of heart. Nothing satisfies me. I'm entirely disillusioned and disgusted with this life. I am ready to die. Mentally, physically, emotionally - I've been preparing myself for 6 years now. You don't have to read my previous comment, it was pretty wild. But whatever. Fuck it.
If you're interested: I'm a 22 year old male in PA. I have the Holy Grail for suicides, so to speak, and am looking for a female partner to exit with for aesthetic and Romantic reasons/ideologies. I may be able to muster up the courage to travel if it's the real deal. Will most likely be going soon. I'm so damn stupid, a clown really, for carrying on as I do...hopeless, friendless, depressed, anxious, alone, abused and disabused. What makes me go on? I'm like a puppet, living against my own will. I really just don't want to exist anymore. Contact me at nothingmattered@hotmail.com or clownpuppet@gmail.com. I've been doomed since day one...time to bow out of this ghastly grotesque puppet show.

Is there anyone here in Canada? Willing to fly down to Canada? At my expense, It's been 3 years for me and nothing has been going well at all. I'm a young man, 25. I've lost way more than I've won. I wish for a painless departure. If anyone is willing to help me achieve this. Please contact me, delacruzbh@gmail.com

Hi. Paul male/24/London UK.
Wanting suicide partner ready for any time next month (may). Have to be based in the South east UK and don't care if it is a male or female

I have a method of going down to the beach at night and using sleeping tablets and alcohol lie down in the waves and drown a peaceful death

Other ideas welcome

Email on pauljones790@gmail.com
Many thanks

Nothing satisfies, nothing ever will. Please help me die.

Let's die together. C'mon let's do this. I'm so serious, you have no idea. In California, let me know if you can travel here or if you're already in Cali. I want to die before August. Leave your contact info.

I can be in California soon. If your a nice person I'll come up with a plan with you. konichiichi@yahoo.com

hey im 16 anybody willing to talk I feel really lonely I can't get a suicide partner not till I move out or get kicked out my email is angelzar1@aol.com and would like to talk to anyone

Hi,
I'm female from South East England and to sum things up I'm fed up with life. Anyone from the UK fancy partnering up and ending it? email me on vjenks@hotmail.co.uk

Chicago: Please check in!

I live near please respond

ANYONE IN GLASGOW OR NEAR???????????xhubbabubbax@hotmail.com

Hi im near glasgow

Let's die together. I haven't the strength to do it alone. Please be 35 years old or older (sex slash gender doesn't matter) and local to Columbia, MO-usa. I don't have a specific method (maybe jumping-we have high parking structures here or even Tylenol just like the 'sick swimmer'); I'm open to suggestions. I'd like to CTB with you very soon.

Is 3 years of pain and no end in sight enough to opt for exit? I am getting tired and I just want some peace and quiet, looks like only solution is permanent.

23 female northern Cali seeking partner open for suggestions no flakes weirdos those looking for sexual partners or those looking for a friend. Someone Round my gae or older not younger. Thegirl.interrupted1989 at gmail dot com

:)

hey, im looking for a suicide partner. im a teen, and gay.
I'd preffer a teen, or a woman. anyways, email: davidembers@yahoo.com

18/dorset uk/any method
Looking for a suicide partner

hi enough is enough. if you or anybody else are still looking for a suicide partner please email me. I am male, 22, in west London and very serious about ending things.

18/dorset uk/any method
Looking for a suicide partner

49 in canada any method long as i die
Looking for a suicide partner
im sick of my life and need to end it

toddsarm@aol.com,

stell looking

23 female northern Cali seeking partner open for suggestions no flakes weirdos those looking for sexual partners or those looking for a friend. Someone Round my gae or older not younger. Thegirl.interrupted1989 at gmail dot com

anyone from Singapore going soon to catch the bus just want to chat before going

I hope we all find some peace when we ctb, I have had a few partners and it hasn't worked out for one reason or another. Anyone else close to ctb in Essex UK, catchthebus888@hotmail.co.uk

hey friends i am looking for a female sucide parter. if any one really interested then email me on my email nileshsinghadvocate@gmail.com, with her full planing.

Fuckk seriously ive been alive too long its only get worse but im tired of bitching and am trying to do something about it . diedlastnite13@yahoo.com

21/male/Northern California

I'm ready to go to the other side. I have a way (jumping) but would prefer a more peaceful method. Let me know if you'd like a partner. Thanks.

endgame120@gmail.com

looking 4 a suicide partner in Australia. I wanna die using carbon monoxide 'burning charcoal'

write me pls: dexterhot@live.com

21/Male/Central Europe(HU)/Charcoal method
ready2endmylife@mail.com

Looking for a suicide partner. I'm a 16 y.o female
Contact me. Candylandhomicide@ gmail.com

25/male/los angeles looking for a suicide partner with the required items for a reliable method, such as charcoal or nitrogen. I'm not looking for a painful or unreliable method, such as cutting. I would like it to be as painless as possible. Email me at takeonme86@ymail.com with your method and when/how we can meet. I don't have a car, so I would either have to bus to you or get picked up. I'm serious and will not flake out.

Before you leave you can try to make a change...see the dignity in dying (uk)website and contribute and change the law. Every new supporter is valuable.

Midlands, UK, serious, can't carry anyone though, must be equal contribution.
nickba70@hotmail.co.uk

49 in male ontrio canada all most any method long as i die
Looking for a suicide partner
im sick of my life and want to end my life can not trail but have money for supplys if need to end it

toddsarm@aol.com,

I'm in my twenties, looking for someone to jump of a bridge in France, or another method is also possible. unnecessary.useless@gmail. com

I'm not from France, but wanted to travel to somewhere beautiful for the last time if that was the reason why no one responded yet. And I have a particular bridge in mind already.

hi this is my first post im a 22 yo male from surey England. im a completely normal guy who has been very successfull until recently when ive made a few stupid mistakes that have completely ruined my life.my life will never be the same again and now im looking to end it.im fairly religious and i know suicide is a sin and irl end up in hell for it but im in hell anyway so fuck it. im looking for a female preferably a nice person that i can meet up with just to talk and listen im intersted in knowing what led you to the point your at now. i would like to get comfortable with you and we can discuss methods because i really dont know how i would take my life but i have access to pistols and drugs.im honestly genuine and will travel anywhere in uk more or less.if you want ears to listen.

Hi. I'm near Manchester, but I can travel. Just email me, as I don't want discussing this in public: In2TheOblivion@gmail.com

@Johnny
You seem like a kind person, I think it would be a pity for this world if you were gone. But I wish you the best of luck, for whatever you might choose to do.

this world holds no room for kind people ive come to realize that a long time ago mate.if carma exists its let me down badly to end up here. ears to listen.

I know what you mean by saying this world has no room for kind people. I don't want to talk about my reasons because I am so tired of myself and I have completely given up on my life but I honestly wish you good luck for finding what you are looking for. I hope I can find it, too.

this is the worst suicide site ever.is anyone their? i need to die!

Hi Johnny, if you want to talk you can message me but I am not sure if I can help you with the second one.

cheers mate hows the brigde jump going are you any closer yet or are you having second thoughts?

I didnt find anyone suitable in the end so I will have to find another method since I am afraid of heights and I know I will back out on the bridge if I'm on my own. And how about you? How's it going for you? btw maybe it's better if we mail instead of writing here spamming the board lol My email is unnecessary.useless@gmail. com

bit stupid but how do i write to you i have hotmail and am not to good with these computer things.

No problem, you can still send an email to gmail if you have hotmail, just make sure you delete the space between the dot and com!

Hey Boston it john call me

Where have you been? I'll call later.

Call me soon

Boston call me please

Where are you? What's happening?

Anyone want joint a pack i,m from Alabama and can travel I have guns.pack is me and my wife

what is the purpose of this pack you are talking about?

Me and my wife want do a suicide pact but would let someone else joint us we can travel we have guns

We want leave from Alabama make people's here think we are on vacation

How old are you?

I,m 26

20s/f/KY..... leave email below

also 20s, male, IN and can travel to you or meet somewhere
one way not fantasy @ yahoo (no spaces)

U R CRAZY FREAK LIAR

I love you all love you all ♪♫
Hope I found someone myself soon ;)
(Im too afraid...)

Hey. 23 y/o male in St. Louis, MO. Looking for most painless way to go. Also, looking for a partner. Thanks.

Feel free to email me at hancock.corey@gmail.com

I am at the end of my rope... about a year ago I desperately started crying for help and nobody cared enough to even talk to me or ask about why I want to die. So at least I can make the decision knowing that when I go, nobody will notice. I am looking for a partner in Adelaide, South Australia, or interstate is fine too. I know someone who can supply pentobarbital, if you are interested please contact me at incurso1@gmail.com and put 'disobey' in the subject line

Oh forgot to add I am 25/male

hi DH what is pentobarbital? sounds good.

23 female N. California. serious people only within CA. thegirl.interrupted1989 (at) gmail (dot) com

Every day I live is torture. I have never been so certain as I am now that suicide is in my future; I just can't do it while my mother (whom I adore and has suffered enough because of me) is alive.

I am convinced that if voluntary euthanasia for sufferers of long-term depression like myself was legal, it would only serve to increase our quality of life knowing that a dignified exit was an option when all hope was extinguished and all other options had been explored.

i emailed a few of you.. still looking..

i saw your other ad. i'm looking too. 21/f/il
its hard for me to travel but i can to get this over with if you cant. ive had a few attempts and want someone so we can both make sure its done right.
katgan90@gmail.com

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